Sunday, July 12, 2009a world of cruelty
Now i understand...The world of cruel animals..cunning..skimming..cold blooded... Just like a WAR scene..
People turning against one another...
Back Stabbing...
Masking...
The Gossipers..
The Pretender..
The Political blood field..
Its all just the environment i'm working in now...
A office full of friendly people, which is what i first thought when i just entered the company...
People were so nice, so kind and helpful.. So much of Humanity and warmthness is all i thought..
However, like the phrase people always says... Good things always comes to an end..
Its just all the mask everyone is putting on, behind that mask its all faces fill with cruelty and cold bloodedness..
When it comes to responsibility, no one is willing to admit their mistakes.
Its all about pushing blames, its all about finding the ways to keep yourself survive in this endless war.
But...so what you are the survival...
Even so you gain the whole world..but you are not realizing you are losing your own soul..
You are no longer the old you... you have already sip into the world that belongs to your own "kind".
There's no happiness you can find, no true friends, no true colleagues but enemies you have created.
I do not want to end up this way..
My mum is saying that i'm starting to changed.. selfish and self contained..
I want to change back to who i used to be...
I know i will be able to do so...
O God... you know every single things thats happening in our lives..
O God... give me your guidance O God... shun me from evil...
Hide me from the evil doers..
O dear God... Lead me not into temptation..
I commit everything in my life into your hand...
I know and believe you never fails to see us through in all obstacles in life...
People turning against one another...
Back Stabbing...
Masking...
The Gossipers..
The Pretender..
The Political blood field..
Its all just the environment i'm working in now...
A office full of friendly people, which is what i first thought when i just entered the company...
People were so nice, so kind and helpful.. So much of Humanity and warmthness is all i thought..
However, like the phrase people always says... Good things always comes to an end..
Its just all the mask everyone is putting on, behind that mask its all faces fill with cruelty and cold bloodedness..
When it comes to responsibility, no one is willing to admit their mistakes.
Its all about pushing blames, its all about finding the ways to keep yourself survive in this endless war.
But...so what you are the survival...
Even so you gain the whole world..but you are not realizing you are losing your own soul..
You are no longer the old you... you have already sip into the world that belongs to your own "kind".
There's no happiness you can find, no true friends, no true colleagues but enemies you have created.
I do not want to end up this way..
My mum is saying that i'm starting to changed.. selfish and self contained..
I want to change back to who i used to be...
I know i will be able to do so...
O God... you know every single things thats happening in our lives..
O God... give me your guidance O God... shun me from evil...
Hide me from the evil doers..
O dear God... Lead me not into temptation..
I commit everything in my life into your hand...
I know and believe you never fails to see us through in all obstacles in life...
written at 9:07 PM
Monday, December 15, 2008Prayers and Sincerity does works..
Last Tues…right after Devapali…my bro went to took his driving ltest…gosh both my mum and I were consistently praying for him get the licence he has working hard for…after a few times of trial…he’s very commited to get through and done with..
Right after his last failure he believe the only person he could rely and trust on would only be “HIM..our gracious God”..He started going to church very consistently hardly without fail…and commited his prayer to God…
And here it is…his test is finally here…
I was rather amazes how faithful he is…when he msg this …” Sis…I’m very nervous…pray for me…Tell Jesus..I Love him..I Love Jesus…!!!”…funny thou when I first saw it…I cant stop laughing to myself staring at it..haha…but thinking back he wasn’t that faithful to God…the last time…
God doesn’t works his ways on him…and he slowly works his love to my bro and touches him spiritually.
We always think it’s a miracle and God’s works that my bro passed his test…God helps him..making him first in the lane…cooling his bad temper and humbling him to the examiner..even after some scolding he’s still humbling “yes sir yes sir”..even when he knock onto the poles..haha…I believe the angels are there to hold on the pole and even knocking on a few times it miraculously it nv falls.
God sees him through the 1 hour of test and gave the tester the unfailing love and passing him even scolding my bro through the whole 1 hour of test…the examiner stills passed him.
Everyone in the family, esp my mum was the most delighted when she know he passed his licence..my mum has always been guilty of not providing my bro enough for him to get trough his licence like every other parents ccould..but now he gt his licence my mum could finally lighten her guilt.
After this…I do really believe no matter wad obstacles or trial you need to get through..
Praying not only is e way…but God oso sees your sincerity to him…once he sees the heart and faith you have for him…he will always bless and sees you through everything in life.
written at 9:49 AM
Monday, December 8, 2008My D & D
Hey people!!!
I need help with my company's D &D on FEb...
The theme is Hollywood movie stars...haha...
Could you guys helps me to think of something me and Jon could dressed up to meet this occasion.
We have thought about dressing up as Mr & Mrs Smith, but it seems like rather common.
Thought about Elvis & marilyn monroe but that silly goat shy to dress like tt..haha...
Could you guys help to crack ur brain for us..wohoho..
its gonna b fun...
I need help with my company's D &D on FEb...
The theme is Hollywood movie stars...haha...
Could you guys helps me to think of something me and Jon could dressed up to meet this occasion.
We have thought about dressing up as Mr & Mrs Smith, but it seems like rather common.
Thought about Elvis & marilyn monroe but that silly goat shy to dress like tt..haha...
Could you guys help to crack ur brain for us..wohoho..
its gonna b fun...
written at 12:51 AM
Prayers...
Its been long since i last blog, life is so hectic and busy nowadays. Time seems to pass just so fast with a blink of an eye, a new year is on its way drawing near.
I've adapted to the new company, new colleagues and a new working environment.
Like wad Val used to tell me before she left for her studies, the working environment out there isnt as what everyone would think when they just stepped into the society.
I've been opened up to all kinds of "faces", characteristics and "fakers".
Thou, at the very start life wasnt as easy to get adapted to it, but i believe only by prayers and faith in believing but not fearing God will never leave u at the ledge.
And definitely, God did sees me through and he even turn the table round for the worst situation i could ever get into. I just cant stop praising him, i know there are people who i've ever mention to on how great and loving this God is to us. But i know in my heart they will still doubt and not believe. However, i really wish they could encounter what i have been through which God did REALLY sees me through. He's just so real that for sure you know its him that is holding you on his palm tightly and not let you fall.
Lately, my dad isnt doing well with his health. But by faith and God's grace i believe he will definitely get through this obstacles, as both my mum and me we are truly puting all our heart into believing God's miraculous healing for him.
Be it our health, i also never fail to commit my carreer and even my entire life into him. knowing he will always have the best for us, and will always sees us through everything as promises he will made which will never ever be broken.
His love can never be comparable to human love, for he's never selfish in loving and sacrificing for us. And most importantly, he will definitely never ever break any of his promises he have for us.
Having to say all, i'll still keep on praying for the salvation of the non believer. By faith i know i will for sure to see that one day, these people will be touched spiritualy by this ever lasting and ever loving God.
I've adapted to the new company, new colleagues and a new working environment.
Like wad Val used to tell me before she left for her studies, the working environment out there isnt as what everyone would think when they just stepped into the society.
I've been opened up to all kinds of "faces", characteristics and "fakers".
Thou, at the very start life wasnt as easy to get adapted to it, but i believe only by prayers and faith in believing but not fearing God will never leave u at the ledge.
And definitely, God did sees me through and he even turn the table round for the worst situation i could ever get into. I just cant stop praising him, i know there are people who i've ever mention to on how great and loving this God is to us. But i know in my heart they will still doubt and not believe. However, i really wish they could encounter what i have been through which God did REALLY sees me through. He's just so real that for sure you know its him that is holding you on his palm tightly and not let you fall.
Lately, my dad isnt doing well with his health. But by faith and God's grace i believe he will definitely get through this obstacles, as both my mum and me we are truly puting all our heart into believing God's miraculous healing for him.
Be it our health, i also never fail to commit my carreer and even my entire life into him. knowing he will always have the best for us, and will always sees us through everything as promises he will made which will never ever be broken.
His love can never be comparable to human love, for he's never selfish in loving and sacrificing for us. And most importantly, he will definitely never ever break any of his promises he have for us.
Having to say all, i'll still keep on praying for the salvation of the non believer. By faith i know i will for sure to see that one day, these people will be touched spiritualy by this ever lasting and ever loving God.
written at 12:33 AM
Saturday, October 4, 2008Brand New Experience...
The week before last week, as usual my company is holding the monthly bday bash...thn from the email they have organized a small outing...to view the 1st practice day of the F1!!!!!!! but due to overwhelming response there are only 50 tickets for grabs..thus, they decided to hold the lucky draw during the bday bash...wohohoh...it was nerve cracking...while awaiting for Collin Payne our HR director to draw out the names slowly...every name read was a relieve for everyone who was awaiting eager to go...
I close my eyes...i prayed..."oh God if its ur will for me to go...let my name be drawn..."
after opening my eyes...i heard my name..wohoho!!!...Praise God...haha...i gotta go...to the F1 practice race..hehe....I was so delighted...hehe...
I went online to gave a check on the details and place where
and here i am...waiting for the day to go eagerly...then days passed so fast..n it was the day..
the company actually gave us half day off to attend the function...
excitedly we walked from our building to the Area where is situated specially for CORPORATE BOOKING! aishey..cool isnt it..hehe...let me show you the SPECIAL PASS for the SPECIAL CORPORATE SUITE..hehe...tadaa!!
i know someone is envy...someone who called while i was attending the function..someone from indonesia ...hehe...lolx...not to worry..F1 is gonna be in singapore for 5 yrs..so every year there will be a race..so you can ask ya papa to buy air ticket cum F1 ticket for u to watch k..hehe...
Before going to the suite, we when around to take pictures and look at a few of antique cars on exhibits which i find it rather cute...
then we proceed to the different stalls for sourvenirs and i got all these...whohoho...there were many people..but luckily we are early...the race starts at 2pm but when we there people are starting to come in and thus, its kinda crowded..but luckily...the area we are heading are not as crowded for its only permitted to COPORATE PASS holders..hehe...
let me show u guys the place we watch our race from..lalalala...tadaa!!!
A closer look on how inside looks like is this..thank God for his blessing that gave me such opportunity to enjoy this.
I close my eyes...i prayed..."oh God if its ur will for me to go...let my name be drawn..."
after opening my eyes...i heard my name..wohoho!!!...Praise God...haha...i gotta go...to the F1 practice race..hehe....I was so delighted...hehe...
I went online to gave a check on the details and place where
and here i am...waiting for the day to go eagerly...then days passed so fast..n it was the day..
the company actually gave us half day off to attend the function...
excitedly we walked from our building to the Area where is situated specially for CORPORATE BOOKING! aishey..cool isnt it..hehe...let me show you the SPECIAL PASS for the SPECIAL CORPORATE SUITE..hehe...tadaa!!
i know someone is envy...someone who called while i was attending the function..someone from indonesia ...hehe...lolx...not to worry..F1 is gonna be in singapore for 5 yrs..so every year there will be a race..so you can ask ya papa to buy air ticket cum F1 ticket for u to watch k..hehe...Before going to the suite, we when around to take pictures and look at a few of antique cars on exhibits which i find it rather cute...
then we proceed to the different stalls for sourvenirs and i got all these...whohoho...there were many people..but luckily we are early...the race starts at 2pm but when we there people are starting to come in and thus, its kinda crowded..but luckily...the area we are heading are not as crowded for its only permitted to COPORATE PASS holders..hehe...
let me show u guys the place we watch our race from..lalalala...tadaa!!!
A closer look on how inside looks like is this..thank God for his blessing that gave me such opportunity to enjoy this.
written at 10:17 AM
